Though Hemet doesn't have the kindest people, we still had a lot of good experiences. I got to see my mom a lot, along with other family members. I highly recommend the RV park we stayed at, Casa Del Sol. We met a lot of friendly Canadians and the staff is really helpful. Some of our favorite features were the double jacuzzi and heated pool, which was perfect for Leia. I did enjoy being near shopping centers. Before we were in the middle of no where and going grocery shopping was quite the task. They also have a gym! Too bad I didn't use it much, haha. O, ya! I can't forgot about the time we almost burnt down the park because we sent off a Chinese lantern that was ripped and got stuck in the palm trees! Thankfully it eventually detached. Good times...So what's next?
Originally we were going to go to Arizona first and then travel the rest of the United States, but we have had a few hiccups. With my recent autoimmune diagnosis, I am being referred to a Rheumatoid Specialist which will be in Menifee, CA. Therefore we cannot go on our grand adventure yet. The plan is to leave this weekend for Arizona to visit family. Then we will come back for my appointment at the end of April. All I really need to find out is which autoimmune disorder I have so that I know how to change my diet and lifestyle according to it. That's really all I can do considering there are no cures for autoimmune disorders.
I know that life never really goes as planned, but I am still disappointed that my own health issues are holding us back for the time being. Especially since I am only 25 years old. I would have expected this in my 60's. I have always believed that nothing should hold you back from your dreams and goals, but what do you do when you feel like you have no choice? Surrender your will? I remember when I used to judge people who always talked about something being wrong with them. I would think, "You hypochondriac, there's nothing wrong with you!" But now look at me! I am now the one complaining of my fatigue and many ailments. There's a lesson in judgement for you...when you judge others, you will be judged as well. I see it all the time. It's kind of like a scientific law, haha. In another sense it could be described as karma. Whatever you put out there, you will get back.
We really do not know our next steps and that's okay. Life has a way of figuring itself out. For now, we walk by faith and hope. Faith in what we do not see, hope in what we believe. I am just thankful that I have a family to travel the ups and downs of life with.

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